Of The Calm

I know I haven't posted anything and it's not because I've forgotten about the blog. It's just life is so...calm. It's very strange and everything seems very static.

I've joined the rugby team. My body hurts everyday. My coach is probably the most interesting person I will ever meet.

I've joined the Black Student Union which I love. It's totally different than I thought it was going to be. What I love most about is how people of different races come in and contribute to the discussion. What I've really learned is everyone gets discriminated against and to some degree is a miniority. It's the way of human nature to put down in order to rise up. What makes people different is simply the history of their discrimination and that's where we get into all the mess. Good shit.

I really don't feel hard pressed to make friends because I've already got a core group of friends through my floor mates. We basically do everything together which is fine with me. They're cool people and sometimes they piss me off because it seems they don't recognize the words "privacy" and "solidarity".

Justin and I are finally somewhat okay with the long distance thing. We've finally reach the calm in the relationship where we realize we have our seperate lives now and that things won't ever be like the summer again. We're both trying hard to match up our schedules and trying to be understanding when the other person simply doesn't have time to talk. For the past week our relationship has been based off of texting and missed Skype messsages. It's kind of sad because ever since we have that fight I've been missing him more than usual and that around the same time he got busier. I think there is a reason for that but I'll tell that to you guys later.

Oh and I even found a pseduo pyschologist to help me with Justin issues. It's this dude and it seems like everytime I talk to him I end up venting about Justin (not in a bad way more like OMFG I MISS HIM AND I LOVE HIM etc etc...) and he always calms me down. He is the guru of long distance relationships.

Other than that things are pretty good. It's...unnerving almost.